I think I have to learn to cope with it – but Im so bad at loosing. Today I just got a call from three guys whom Ive been helping A LOT – A LOT – and even given quite a portion of money. They told me that they LOST MY MONEY – and even though Im 100% responsible for their existence (money, network, distribution partners…) – they have choosen to forget about me – and leave me in the cold. I feel like smashing windows and shouting really loud – and going after all the connections I made them and stop it. But But But – I want to be professional . and loose with pride. And see my help and gentleness become a finacial loss. FUCK – that was good to get it out of my system.

Now I will whistle some Roge Whitaker and pretend that Im a Jogi ;)