I love food and wine and cigarettes so much – and I could eat all day (and have nearly done that) – so now I’m on this diet trying to make is a lifetime one – to actually give myself a chance to become more them 45y. I’m just wondering if I have some-kind of a mental problem since I have to abuse my body with all this shit.

Well diet feels good – im flying after 6 weeks of thoughfull eating.